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You have now dismantled me and rearranged the parts my head you've spun off to the stars your fingers are in my heart my legs they only walk to you my hands are devil's tools have you made me the Queen of heaven or am I just your fool does it even matter? Everything that I was everything that I am starts to dissapear the anger and pain the wax and the wane the hate and the fears I'm melting into you sculpted to something new maybe I should be scared but when I'm with you I just don't care Day by day it all goes away this path I didn't choose and night by night you make it alright to loose myself in you the fantasy

There are no walk aways just an endless parade of circles around you And I'm left with no pride Just a black hole inside Where I bury the things we did and didn't do I'm still measuring the loss and those lines that I crossed That severed ties that bind and I pull at the strings and I put on your rings for there some things   I just can't leave behind You're still dancing in my shadows I'm still bound on to your wheel Every day that passes is a thousand lashes on top of wounds that will not heal I'm still dancing in your shadows I'm still darkening your door Your love's redirected but I'm still connected You're und